Tuesday, August 21, 2012

.Hari Raya.






Bila Penyimpan Mohor Besar Raja-Raja (PMBRR) duduk dekat kerusi dia dan mula beri salam,
aku rasa muka aku akan jadi begitu khusyuk menontonnya.
Bukan sebab aku nak tahu tarikh raya bila,
tapi sebab aku kagum dengan dia.

YA!
Kagum dengan PMBRR kita.
Ekspresi dia sangat sama, sangat cool.
Setiap perkataan dia adalah dengan nada yang sama,
tak ada langsung naik turun nada suara.

Entahlah..
Sepatutnya, bila hujung Ramadhan,
kita banyakkan amal.
Tapi, aku sendiri,
rasa biasa je..

Ramai berharap sempat sambut Ramadhan tahun depan.
Aku pula berharap,
dalam 11 bulan sebelum Ramadhan tahun depan
aku dapat berubah dan bersedia zahir dan batin
supaya dapat manipulasi khasiat Ramadhan seterusnya sebaiknya.
Sama ada sempat atau tidak,
bukan dalam kuasa aku.
Aku cuma harap aku dapat berubah bukan hanya kerana Ramadhan,
tapi kerana diri aku hendak berubah.

Sudah tentu berubah ke arah yang lebih baik.

Usaha, Doa dan Tawakal.

SELAMAT BERHARI RAYA.

Saturday, August 4, 2012

.wish.



Oh Allah! can you please send me something to wish on
Or at least tell these demons on my back to just get gone
I know that I'm the shit but I'm still getting pissed on
I'm talking about nobody's understanding me, ms swan
Looking like a man, but I feel like a boy
I try to do what I can, but I'm feeling destroyed
I just wanna raise the roof n leave the ceiling destroyed
But every time I spit the truth, there's nothing filling the void
so I look to the light of the stars
Like Lord could you please show me that you aint far
I'm a nice guy, I hope I don't finish last
No Fuck that I'm a rocket and I'm built to blast
So I stay focused like the camera lenses
And I stay humble never act pretentious
because if I had a wish that the heavens sent me
It would be simply that You don't forget me

I made a wish on one, now I am one
You can't block my shots, AND1!
Now the stuck up girls think I'm handsome
And my pops is proud, damn son!
I went from just pretend, to ustaz sons
I been moving on up, and it just began
No one helped me then, it was just my pen
I'm here to claim my crown, I'm the freshest prince
see I had your attention now I gotcha respect
Always did my own thing, I don't got no regrets
I keep going and going aint no stopping me yet
Now I'm rocky balboa at the top of the steps
I don't need no star, I'm a spaceship
See what I want in life, and I take it
Haters used to talk, they don't say shit
because you cant deny, that I made it

Friday, August 3, 2012

.alhamdulillah.




Gunanya tiada fantasi,
pelik dan benar,
qada' dan qadar kau berilah ku kekuatan
Agar dapat ku hindarkan
segala kesesatan
Usah kau biarkan nafsuku terliur
Dari pandangan majazi ini, 
Aku yang bodoh lagi hina
amat benar merindui
Moga cahaya lailatul
tak membutakan mataku, 
Semoga segala puji
tak ku meninggi diri
Moga segala janji
dapat juga ku penuhi, 
Moga dapatku hadang tikaman dari belakang
Lidah setajam pisau,
ku tidak akan risau dengan dugaan, 
Cabaran sepanjang perjalanan
Ku pasrah ku akur Alhamdulillah Syukur

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

.believe.



By the time you read this, I would've already made my mark
In the world, going far, everything I say is from the heart
Every moment from the start, my people got guided me through it
Trying to make this music, never losing, I'mma keep it moving
You're looking stupid if you hating someone you don't know
I see a glance of the future, see the greatness down the road
Gotta plan, and a fewer mistakes I won't make
And fate is so great, today is a good day
And life just gets better, when you appreciate
So put your lighters up, let's all seize the day
And live for the moment, get a cam and record it
And you can't ignore it, you gotta go feel awarded
I know it's hard, but you can never scheme to forfeit
I'm still the same little kid with a dream before this
You gotta go and own it, this is the right time
Celebrating with a bite of last night's dine